Book of the Maze
Chapter 12: The Illusion of Time
Block time, Einstein, and why past, present, and future exist all at once. Chapter 12 of Book of the Maze, my spiritual memoir.
Chapter 11: The Illusion of Free Will
If every life has already been lived, are we choosing anything at all? Chapter 11 of Book of the Maze, my spiritual memoir.
Chapter 10: The Illusion of Individuality
Who are you, really? The body, the mind, and the first great illusion. Chapter 10 of Book of the Maze, my spiritual memoir.
Chapter 9: The Universal Mind
Every belief is a map, useful but never the territory. The theory of the Universal Mind. Chapter 9 of Book of the Maze.
Chapter 8: Coming Home
Making sense of my first mystical experience: set and setting, big questions, and coming home. Chapter 8 of Book of the Maze.
Chapter 7: Kaskading Realities
A gummy bear at Bonnaroo and the night I dissolved into everyone and everything. Chapter 7 of Book of the Maze, my spiritual memoir.
Chapter 6: Penance
Six months of regret, one message, and a second chance with Zaira. Chapter 6 of Book of the Maze, my spiritual memoir.
Chapter 5: Jesus Appears the First Time
A Belgian couch surfer who looked exactly like Jesus, a music festival, and the most welcome I ever felt. Chapter 5 of Book of the Maze.
Chapter 4: Brown Skinned Girl
A dating profile that read like a job posting, the woman behind it, and the trauma that almost cost me her. Chapter 4 of Book of the Maze.
Chapter 3: Scared of Lonely
Home from a year in Afghanistan to a marriage that had already ended. Chapter 3 of Book of the Maze, my spiritual memoir.
Chapter 2: Prince of Darkness
The day a Blackhawk went down in Afghanistan, and what grief taught me. Chapter 2 of Book of the Maze, my spiritual memoir.
Chapter 1: Man of Many Names
Born in the Bronx to teenage parents, adopted, renamed, and raised Catholic. Chapter 1 of Book of the Maze, my spiritual memoir.